I understand. The last thing I wanted to ask you was to consider the cumulative effect of all of this. You've told us about the constant press intrusion, the press intrusion when you were a young child right through to the present day. You've told us about the cameras in the bushes. You've told us about the entirely false article, the articles that possibly put your life in danger, the articles about your parents. How has all this impacted on you? How do you feel about it now?